Sunday, February 20, 2011

Pain Is Nothing With A Friend To Support You Through

I am not in the best of health this week, physically and mentally. I've been experiencing more nosebleed this in two weeks, more than I've ever experience it in my life. Worried? I am damn worried. My hospital trip is not good either, I need to make an appointment to get my blood tested, I hate the damn procedure! Why the heck didn't the doctor who I consulted with, take my blood and send it down to the lab? Why the heck with the need to make and appointment just to go to the hospital and by then take my blood? Stupid procedure of course.

I am getting anxious each day of what might come, I've been trying to be mentally prepared of so many things but the more I think about them, my guards are all down. I am so damn worried of everything! Yes, EVERYTHING!

I had the most painful headache yesterday, I feel like my head is going to explode. I was curling in bed to make it go away. Thank you God I have one of the best friends here. He called a friend to take me to the clinic and go get checked. I am very thankful. Pain is nothing when you have a good friend there to support you.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

The One With My Hospital Trip

Today, unexpectedly I was sent to Kuala Lumpur Hospital (HKL) by IIUM's ambulance. If you heard the ambulance siren around 4.00 pm, yeah, I was in there.

I went to the clinic because I had a very painful headache, I didn't attend studio this morning so I was just going to get checked, get my medical certificate and be gone by then. During consultation, the doctor asked me what's wrong, and I said the back of my head hurt like crazy this morning. he jotted it down and ask anything else, I said, my chest hurt. He checked everything, then decided I should do ECG. Then they found out out that my heartbeat rate is too fast. My resting heartbeat is like the heartbeat of a person who had ran for two kilometers. I was like, wow. Can you imagine how fast it would beat if I ran for two kilometers, my heart could just blow! Then they sent me to HKL, he said it would be much faster to get the result that way. If I waited too long, according to the doctor, he's afraid there would be more complications. Yeah doctor, I have been experiencing this for three years now, I don't mind waiting really.

I went to HKL, they did the same thing, ECG again, same finding, bla bla bla, why can't they just follow what IIUM's doctor already written on the notes given to them? Aiyoo...Then they wanted me to see the physician but it's already 6 o'clock when I came out of the room, so I cannot make appointment by then. It opens back on Wednesday. I don't have that luxury of time to go back and forth from IIUM to HKL, duh! I don't think I'm gonna go. It's tiring really!

Not that I don't care of my health, it's just that the procedures are making me impatient. And I'm not that kind of guy, I'm not best at being patient. And I got classes too. Owhh I hate this. The last time I had multiples hospital appointment, I skipped the last one. -___-

Ok guys, but I'm fine really.

Sunday, February 13, 2011

The One With All Jokes Aside

If you got mad over my stupid jokes than you're better off without me. I make jokes all the time and that is something that makes me, me.

I make jokes all the time, well, not in class for sure, or not in a very serious meeting like with a very serious people. It's a part of me. I cannot not making jokes. I do know boundaries too. I won't make jokes to someone who couldn't take it. No I won't. I like people cracking at my jokes. And most importantly I make jokes because I like my audience. If I don't (like you), you won't even hear a word out of me.

If you can't take it, than don't play with our elaborate jokes around each other. And if I don't like you (like you said I was), I wouldn't have played this game in the first place, and that was about a year and a half ago.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

The One With The New Final Project

I have been thinking about a lot of things around this while, especially that I can't really blog about what happened, what is happening, what I wanted to shout, well basically the stuff I kept for myself. Not that they are some secrets, no, not at all. Some news might go round while we talk in classes, just that some are not really appropriate to blog in case maybe someday some people might, you know, use what I wrote as written proof or something. so, if you wish to know some of the stuff I'm talking about, come to me privately.

Not all stuff are to be remain underground of course, I have to say that it's getting tense coming towards the end of the semester. I was surprise that this semester, I don't really feel like we're having many assignments, but either way, it's tense! We're doing final design project now, the site is part of Kampong Bharu. It's a challenge for sure, the site (as my lecturer never forget to mention) has a very rich history and cultural background. How we are going to implement our landscape design into the site is a damn big challenge. Especially when doing urban design. And yeah, we are doing urban landscape design. So, I'm cracking my head coming up with ideas right now.

I'm actually in the middle of preparing a powerpoint slide for tonight's presentation. So, see ya in a bit! :D

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